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“Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak knits up the o-er wrought heart and bids it break.” ― William Shakespeare

Falling, Failing, Functioning, or Fleeing

June 13, 2017 Thoughts

I‘m consciously fleeting While subconsciously fleeing to release myself of feeling free.  Just to view in plain sight- all the little stain specs splattered on the worn ground, as I fell face forward into the scorn of scattered avenue asphalt.  I only tried to offer liberty from myself? I failed at running- ended up cross skipping and tripping over the very wire I designed and created to catch the enemy within.  Here I still am. Now, Barely functioning and livingRead More

There I was- Here I am

April 27, 2017 Thoughts

There I was.  With a total stranger. Sitting in the back seat- Enclosed by an undeniable silence, not an obstinate kind, but a balanced one, in perfect quietness. I sat there watching the world past right beside me.  It was the moment I had been waiting for– yet, the moment I have been dreading.  This day started to sprout through the roots of its existence and all at once, everything began processing and progressing to reach every cell throughout myRead More

Loneliness Fight in Belonging

April 3, 2017 Thoughts

Loneliness– 1. destitute of sympathetic or friendly companionship, intercourse, support, etc.: a lonely exile. Belonging– To be in the relation of a member, adherent, inhabitant, etc. Feelings of loneliness and the desire to belong are two facets of human nature that are spread so far apart on entirely opposite sides of life’s span.  Yet, they are in perfect accordance with one another.  Loneliness wouldn’t exist without desires of belonging… Belonging wouldn’t exist without feelings of loneliness. This idea reverts me backRead More

Dancing With the Devil (advisory for L)

March 19, 2017 Thoughts

I have experienced a great deal lately, mainly the normal things that life brings on us. The inevitable setbacks. I have been consciously aware of my downfalls and facing them to be a better person, and to always have a sense of security, but my intuition always finds the flaws. Although, when the lights go off, I still can’t sleep without a source of light among the darkness. It becomes a clashed disaster of mashed up words when I makeRead More

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